I swear I'll make sure your death will not be in vain, as far as I go your story will follow. You were the most selfless person I know, and one amazing roll model. My nights are filled with torturous solitude, fear, and stress, but at least I'm not dead right? Things may be hell right now, but for you and me both, "There's no where to go, but up from here." My last words to you, friend.